We Deserve Better Deaths

I speak Arabic & English—but 
I don’t know in which one my Fate is written …
In Gaza, Rising in the morning, 
Trying to Survive another day—
Is coming back from the Dead.
I ask Death if it could Wait until 
I Finish writing my New Poem—

Borders are invented lines: drawn with Ash 
On maps and sewn into the ground by Bullets.
The drone’s buzzing, the roar of an f-16, 
The screams of bombs falling on Houses, 
On Fields, on Bodies, of rockets flying away: 
Rid my ear canal of them all!

Before my long Travel, I pack my bags—
Stuff them with Sand from our land, Scents from 
My Mother’s Kitchen and sounds of Birds in morning.
What is Home? The shade of Trees on my way 
To school before they were uprooted.

I can see the Stars through 
A bullet hole in the ceiling—
Do not be surprised to see a Rose 
Shoulder up among the ruins of a 
House: this is how we Survive.

Lines from Mosab Abu Toha